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| Qualities I Look for in a Guy (at the present time): 1. Doesn't have too much free time. I don't want to have to see him every single waking moment of my life. That'd get too boring too quick. I prefer if he was busy with his life so that he doesn't have to worry too much about me but at the same time spends SOME (little is fine) time with me. 2. Argues with me. C'mon. Make things interesting. I don't want a guy who'll do my every bidding. Argue sometimes! It's just dull and boring otherwise -_-... (or if you prefer not to argue, at least make me laugh often). 3. I don't expect much but at least be honest with me. Be frank. I hate liars even though we all lie at one point or another. Just be truthful. (:
Well that's it for now. I'll add more if I think of more. xP -Angela-
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| Hey Carrie~ Since no one comes here anymore.. there's really no point in posting private entries.. LOL Well, today, was decent.. until about eight or nine.. Something happened (I'll tell you at school) and I started to write my feelings out.. It came out as a poem..
I told myself, "no.. that can't be.." Tried to make myself believe Deep down, I knew it was wrong.. The entire time, I was pretending to be strong.. But in reality i was lost and weak.. Not exactly certain of what I seek.. Too bad i never got a chance with you.. Because for once, I believed it was true.. I hoped that you would have cared.. And, for you, my feelings I would have bared.. But unfortunately i ran out of time.. It was all my fault.. "don't worry, i'm fine" I'm sorry I couldn't tell you.. I'm sorry.. but I loved you..
Still don't know what to title it.. But oh wells.. And I put this in my profile today: things are never what they seem.. for all you know, i could be smiling and laughing on the outside but crying on the inside..
Well then!! This was my update of the month xD I'll be waiting to read your update soon (: | | |
| oh dear, oh me, oh my. today came the falling of the sky. the moon, the stars, the sun all fell. and now i don't feel so very well.
all the rainbows broke in two. then it was only me and you. i gave you my entire heart. and then you broke that, too. | | |
| hey folks~ this be angela..
well... i know some people have been trying to help me. hehe and tnx a bunch. but in trying to help me.. they tell me to forget and move on. and even though i don't want to forget and move on... i think i will. becuz ya kno wut? waiting.. its so hard to do now... especially waiting for you. even tho people have tried to convince me to get on with my life, i just wanted to stay where i wuz.. and keep hoping. others have instilled more hope in me even tho i asked them not to. i've become so hopeful.. that its becoming harder to move on and harder to live life w/o knowing... and as each day becomes harder.. my heart becomes weaker.. waiting everyday has been hurting me everday maybe when i see you, my thots will change.. but i cant handle.. this constant.. heartache... its not a way of living. its just not. so i guess what i'm going to have to do.. is do what people have been telling me to do. forget. move on. so i guess this is goodbye? well i hope you know.. that i really care about you... but hope.. is making things harder for me.. so i guess thats it. for those of you who have no idea whats going on, and yet you still read this much, thanks for listening to my random gibberish. for those of you who know, thanks for all the help you gave me and i guess you're right. i wuz being stupid and i should have listened. tnx again. | | |
| I'm so sick of crying alone.
I'm so sick of feeling alone.
I'm so sick of being alone. | | |
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